I got's pictures too :P They were taken with my phone, so sorry about quality issues :P

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Why must my heart be torn.
Why must my mind be blurred.
Why do I have this weight on my shoulders I cannot remove?
I am slowly falling away from myself, and I don't know how to stop it.

Jason goes to me Friday morning, "So, did you get anything out of last night?[sex]" I tell him no. He goes, "Me neither." Then he decides maybe we need to split, and I told him no, we just have to work on it harder, as we have become comfortable and lazy within the relationship. I think he wants to leave me. I told him I was depressed and he kept going on about it. I told him I couldn't take it right now and he stopped. I need to get out and find some new friends... I stay inside too much now that Lulu left. Even Jason has said I need to get out more.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone please help me! My MSN is canadian_silver_roses @ Hotmail.com if you have any advice... If I don't add you right away, send me an email and I will add you. Any help would be great, and I am not interested in taking drugs for my depression. Patti, You can just call me or whatever... Maybe we can go out sometime?

(/end emo moment)

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